Sunday, January 29, 2017

Episode One : Chapter Eight


This is the seventh chapter of the serial novel Pirayus. For the previous chapter, see Chapter Seven or start at the beginning with Chapter One. If you really want to skip to reading just this chapter, review The Story So Far for a quick update and come back.

The Cold Storage facility was a massive structure, composed of seven toroids fixed to a central core and stacked in order from largest to smallest, like a giant orbiting tower of hanoi. The largest ring, Alpha, pointed towards Kepler Lyra Prime and the smallest, Golf, pointed towards the ridge station. Myers and Aaron entered a pod at the outer edge of Echo Ring, the fifth from the largest. The pod traversed the circumference of that ring, so that to its occupants the stars appeared to rotate through a round aperture above their heads.During this journey, Aaron remained behind Myers to that she couldn’t see him.
“It doesn’t take much to turn this transmitter back on.” he said.
“I am aware of that.” said Myers. “Before talking about your demands, promise me you will listen.”
“Who are you, exactly?  It’s obvious you’re more than you seemed at first.”
“Cold Storage operates under contract with the League. They answer to me.” She held out a hand in front of her, as if to shake someone else’s, even though Aaron was behind her. He could see her offer a teasing smile. “Betrys Myers, League Magistrate of Genetic Crimes.”
“Is there a crime?”
Betrys Myers only nodded her head to one side in response. The pod came to a stop and they entered a dim, narrow passage with walls so high Aaron couldn’t see the end of them. He noted to himself that this place seemed to have a lot of ominous spaces. Each of the walls was a grid made of tiles about one meter square. Each tile bore a panel with markings, computer readouts, and what looked like connectors of various types. After five minutes of silence broken only by Myer’s sharp footfall, the magistrate stopped. She pointed out one of the tiles. Aaron saw that its computer readout noted that it was vacant and that its last occupant was Asandra.
“Maybe you’re expecting me to be shocked.” said Aaron. “It’s just like I imagined it. A network of catacombs full of crypts for people who are still living.”
“I’m offering you my trust.” She tapped the wall filled with shudders. “I’m guessing that if you activated the red queen in here, you would kill me.” Folding her arms in front of her, she said, “I’m a little puzzled by your request. What do you mean, to take yourself and your daughter to a haven world? I was wondering what you imagine a haven world would be.”
“A colony outside the League.”
“There’s nothing outside the League.”
“You know what I mean.” said Aaron. “There are a few settlements at the edge, too small to bother building a ridge to and several days travel at least from the nearest ridge terminal. You call them a part of the League, but it’s no secret that they operate in near complete autonomy.”
“And you know nothing of these places except rumors.”
“I have to work with what there is. Also, I’ll need trade currency.”
Myers laughed. “You want money? Maybe you’d like to travel there in a sailing ship too?”
“They still use money there. I know you keep reserves of trade currency to deal with them.”
“Do you want to know what I think your problem is?” She said. “It’s greed. And I don’t mean for trade currency, but something much more. Before the League automated all production, there was some difference between rich people and poor people. People hoarded money and things. Our ancestors thought that if they rid the world of its money, they’d rid it of its greed.” She shook her head. “But greed is a fundamental human trait. Remove one thing a person covets and another thing will take its place.”
“What makes me greedy? Wanting my daughter to be with me instead of here?”
“Yes, yes, that is exactly it.” said Myers. “You can’t talk about her as if she’s your property that you can do with as you like. She doesn’t belong to you. Like you and me, she came from a factory and lives under the guidance of the Sorter. What the Meropenes don’t understand, you and I have bread into our bones. We are each one part of a single large organism.”
“An Ubelia?”
Myers nodded. “Do you understand what that means?”
“The first letter of each of the six tenets spell Ubelia. It’s a flower.”
“A very rare flower, which has resisted attempts to clone it. I only ever seen them in one place, the same place I suspect you encountered them, the abbey of a mutual friend of ours.”
“Martin Thomas is no friend of mine.”
“Well, the Reverend is my friend. He and I share many views. Not least among these is the knowledge that people like you, people who want to leave the civilization our ancestors worked so hard to build, are nothing but greedy and selfish.”
“Fine Betrys.” Now it was Aaron’s turn to laugh. “You and Martin actually kind of sound the same, with all that fire and brimstone bullshit. Just show me what you’ve got. I’m not a complete jerk - if there really is some way I can help, then I’ll help.”
Myers turned and continued walking. “Then welcome again the Cold Storage Echo. What you are about to see may be see may spell our extinction or the beginning of Technogensis. Either way, it’s the end of life as we know it.”
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Aaron and Myers stood near two transparent cubes. The cubes stood on a platform about waist high and each was just large enough to hold a cat sized animal. They had exited the catacombs and arrived at a room that was inviting by comparison. It was sized to human scale and looked to Aaron like a biological lab. This suspicion was confirmed when an opening appeared beneath one of the cubes and a lift deposited a rodent-like creature into the space.
“Do you recognize this animal?” said Myers.
“Looks like a toskyr. They’re native to Pirayus.”
Myers nodded and brushed a button on her wrist. A mechanized arm appeared inside the cube. The end of the arm held a syringe, which it plunged into the toskyr. The animal squealed and cringed under the needle, but once the procedure was over, it walked about as if nothing had happened. Then an opening appeared in the second cube and released another toskyr. Another robotic limb struck it with a syringe. This time the creature stopped where it stood and began to shudder. It arched its back and opened its mouth. The most unsettling thing was the absence of noise. Its mouth was open and vibrating as if the things was trying to squeal, but it was unable to release its breath. Aaron watched its skin ripple as if infested with a colony of worms.
“This is the end of the shuddering.” said Myers. “The internal organs themselves begin to warp and twist until they pull apart.”
“Do I have to watch the rest of this?”
The toskyr’s eyes bulged and finally burst, covering its face with bloody pus. At last, the thing’s muscles gave out and its severe arch collapsed, rolling its body over and leaving a lump of flesh that looked as though it been crushed beneath a heavy object.
“You could have just told me.” said Aaron. “It wasn’t necessary to kill a living creature.”
“Do you know what the difference between those two tokyrs was? The first was a natch, and the second a fabrile. As you can see, we’ve isolated the source of the shuddering. We’ve actually known since the beginning what it was.”
“I always thought it was some kind of defect in the synthesis.” said Aaron. “If it were an external pathogen like a virus or a bacteria, you would’ve sequenced it and developed an immunity long ago.” He put his palm against the glass where the folded mass of skin and bone lay. “It looks like I was wrong.”
“It is a pathogen, but it isn’t a bacteria or a virus or a poison. Let me show you what it is.”
She led him to a large screen which displayed an image that Aaron couldn’t classify. It looked like a long insect curled into a spiral, but only in the way some ink blots looked like bats. When he stared at it, his brain wanted to call it an insect, though it was clearly something else. It’s parts were not well defined, but it did have blotchy shapes that resembled antennae and a thorax. Near one end were bent shapes that could have been a pair of large hind legs.
“This,” said Myers, “Is the microscopic creature that is the source of all our troubles. We call it a locust because of its shape.”
“It’s alive?”
“What does it mean for something to be alive? It moves and it reproduces, but it’s like nothing in our evolutionary chain. It isn’t carbon based. It has no DNA that we can identify, though there must be something similar at work.”
“So it’s some sort of alien parasite.” said Aaron. “It uses us to reproduce? Why only fabriles?”
“No, it doesn’t need us to survive.”
“What do you mean?”
“Locusts can reproduce without us. They don’t get energy from us. They can live in a vacuum.”
“So it isn’t a parasite.”
“Oh yes it most certainly is.” said Myers. “And that is where you come in.”
She pointed at the red queen.
Aaron held up the device, saying, “These things are after the Bodhi Chip?”
“Not at first, but they seemed to have discovered its utility. We routinely record Bodhi signals and send them to the Sorter. As you said, decoding the signals is illegal and in any case impossible because the encryption was designed by the Sorter. However, we like to send the recordings along to the Sorter in the event that it can help us decipher what is going on. Some time ago, we noticed an anomaly… some of the signals were coming through without encryption. For example, this one.”
Myers switched the screen from the image of the locust to a grainy video recording. Aaron had to stare at it for a minute before he could make out what he was looking at. Not only was the image filled with scratches and jumps, the room it showed him was dark. Then he recognized a window and the silver projections of the leaves outside that window. Aaron lived on an island and on that island stood one tree, the tree outside his daughter’s window. It was in fact a bodhi tree, a silent witness to his daughter’s suffering.
For a long time, that suffering was the only thing the tree represented. This was not a recording of Asandra shuddering in the dark, however. It came from an earlier time. The frame panned from one side to another as if showing the point of view of someone in the room. Then it arced down to a patch of moonlight on the floor, where two armies of chess pieces stood atop a board. Aaron remembered how Asandra used to get up in the middle of the night when she was little. He’d hear her talking to herself, marshalling her forces as she played against her own mind, her own best opponent.
Then there was a noise that could’ve been the wind moaning, except the shadow of the tree didn’t waver as it might in a storm. The sound was somehow more plaintive, more wounded. The image tipped up to see the window, which buckled and bulged until it dissolved into many specs and blew away as if made of nothing but salt. The room was open to the air now. The planet’s silver second moon was no longer round as it usually was. It was much closer as well, lurking behind the tree. It drew nearer and nearer and though the leaves Aaron could see it start to assume the shape of a face. That face had a mouth that moaned. Then the moon blinked off. A second later, it appeared inside Asandra’s room. the face as large as a wall and stretched into an angry scream.
The video recording stopped, frozen on the image of the silvery screaming face.
Aaron backed away, saying, “Are you telling me that this is what you recorded?”
“And many other images from other shudders.”
“Not off a Bodhi Chip.”
“Yes.”
“But the chip records sensations - not thoughts or dreams or memories or whatever that was.”
“True, but the locusts can do that. Like your red queen, they have deciphered the encryption on the Bodhi Chops and can use them to transmit what they have found from one chip to another, or some other place entirely. The chip is merely a means of getting the data out. The locusts themselves tap into these reserves of human thought, like Asandra’s memory of a dream she had as a little girl.”
“Why?”
“Because they are parasites.” said Myers. “Locusts are parasites of information. They mine the brain for data, in the process destroying the nervous system. That would explain why the locusts go into hibernation when we put a host into Cold Storage. They are waiting for more information. Except that now they’ve figured out how to wake  up some of the hosts. Hibernating the children will not work for much longer.”
“Why? What is the point?
“They pass the information along from one locust to another within a body, and then from body to body through the Bodhi Chips, moving it all down in a long chain where each link is a shudder child. And perhaps if we can find out the end of that chain, we can find out who or what is responsible.”
“Why fabrile children?” said Aaron. “What do they know? I mean, what could any child possibly have that’s of use to this thing or anything that would go so such lengths? All I can think of is that it’s a weapon.”
“That was our first thought too. Some of my people were quick to point the finger at radical Meropene groups, but they were quickly shouted down by those who don’t think natches are capable of designing something so puzzling as a locust. Of course, there are some fabrile Meropenes out there, more and more with each passing year. But they’d be putting themselves at risk. Locusts don’t care about religion.”
“You really don’t think a natch Meropene could’ve made this?”
Myers smiled. “I know what you’re thinking. Some people would rather not consider it.”
“Why is it so hard?” said Aaron. “There are billions of natches in the galaxy. Someday, somewhere, a few could be born that are equal to any fabrile by mere luck of the draw. Given the way Atropan fabriles treat their people, it would be no surprise if they use their abilities against us. It would be our own damn fault if they did so and we turned a blind eye to the possibility… just because it challenges all this stuff we want to believe about our superiority and the inevitability of Technogensis.”
“I gather when you say that we want to believe in those things, you aren’t really including yourself.”
“Children are dying. Someday my daughter may die like that toskyr. Nothing else matters - so you told me I could help and I’ve been patient with you.”
“Of course.” said Myers, and led him to another part of the lab where there was a large coffin sized case with a glistening metallic exterior. “As with any outbreak, it is important to consider patient zero.”
The magistrate slid open the front of the coffin. Behind a glass barrier stood a naked man, preserved as though he were a museum exhibit. Aaron guessed that the man was about his own age when he died. If this was the first shudder, he was in good condition. He looked nothing like the mangled toskyr. He looked peaceful, as though he might awake at any moment and tap on the glass, asking to be  let out for a walk.
“This is Joseph Black, a fabrile Atropan from Pirayus. By all accounts he was a friendly but reclusive man, preferring to live in the Uplift Sectors rather than in the main settlements. Joe wasn’t a city boy. About forty years ago, he came into a hospital with complaints of headaches and muscle spasms. They were unable to treat him and passed him around all the members of the Pirayan medical congress before realizing they had something unique on their hands. They packed him off to our world so he could receive care at best medical research facility in the League, Kepler Advanced Medicine.”
“They must have found these locusts right away.”
“Yes, and that is when my predecessor got involved. He suspected that we were dealing with a genetic crime of some sort. He didn’t make much progress before Joseph died. As you can see, his death was not as violent as you might expect. The locusts were not as advanced then. They couldn’t use the Bodhi Chip and they didn’t seem very capable of invading the nervous system to the extent they do today. They were, nonetheless, very deadly. Joseph eventually went insane and escaped the hospital to the ridge station. Some passengers waiting for a shuttle reported that he said something cryptic about going back to Pirayus before he expelled himself from an airlock, apparently attempting to jump into the ridge.”
“Doesn’t sound much better than dying of convulsions.” said Aaron.
Myers went on as if Aaron hadn’t spoken. “The previous magistrate dispatched a team to Pirayus to look for the culprit. They were looking for terrorists, but to this day we still haven’t found the group responsible. What they did find were the toskyrs. There are many running around the Uplift Sectors on that planet. As it turned out, Joseph Black had a pen full of fabrile toskyrs he had built himself. They were all dead.”
“Why would anyone…”
“Well,” said Myers. “Even before Jospeh went insane, he was always a bit of an odd duck. People reported that he believed the toskyrs carried an infection that would destroy humanity. It turns out he was right, because the wild toskyrs were carrying locusts, though as you saw from my demonstration they were unaffected. Mr. Black’s notes indicate that he was designing his own fabrile species as a sort of trojan horse, in an attempt to kill the natch toskyr population by invading their dens. What he didn’t realize is that he had it all backwards. His fabrile rodents were indeed a trojan horse, but he was the target.”
Aaron rubbed his hands on his forehead as if rubbing away a headache.
“I’m confused.” he said. “Somehow some natch animals who are running around in the wild become infected with these locusts, which do nothing to them. Then a random lunatic creates a fabrile version of the same thing, the locusts passed to them, killing them but also jumping species to a human?”
“Yes.”
“How did the wild toskyrs become infected in the first place?”
“I don’t know.”
“It has to have been deliberate. Like you say, a trojan horse, lying in wait for the right victim.”
“It would seem that way.” said Myers.
“But…” Aaron screwed up his face and then burst into an abbreviated laugh. “Really? It’s just so damn… convoluted.”
“Perhaps it had to be, to prevent detection.”
“No, it still doesn’t make sense. It would take so much effort to create these locusts and it all relies on what? Some bumble out in the wilderness of Pirayus getting the notion to create fabrile toskyrs? Who could’ve even predicted…” Aaron’s voice trailed away and his face assumed a look of sudden recognition.
“You see what I am getting at.” said Myers. “In the end, Joseph Black was still a fabrile and an Atropan. There is one thing that could predict that he’d move to Pirayus and live in the Uplift and breed infected animals.”
“The Sorter.”
“Yes.”
“You think the locusts came from the Sorter.”
“Yes.”
Aaron shook his head. “Why? Why would it try to kill us? And why would you believe that it is? You seem to me like a real zealot. You worship this thing as the ultimate source of wisdom that will lead as all to this magical Technogenesis.”
“You’re definitely a skeptic, aren’t you Aaron?”
“And if you’re right, I’ll be even more of one. Who wants to follow any kind of intelligence who would do this to us?”
“Aaron… humans may have created the Sorter, but it has evolved into realms of understanding that we can’t traverse. We can, however, be reassured that it will always be true to its original directives. We created it to save ourselves and it will not let us down. It may work in ways that are mysterious to us, but we have to follow where it leads. It is our best hope.”
“And if it leads to our extinction?”
“Many Atropans believe that Technogenesis is close, that we may arrive there in our generation. However, there needs to be some sort of catalyst that will take us over the final barrier. It would not be illogical to think that crossing such a barrier is going to be difficult and require some sacrifice. We are likely to resist such sacrifice and many may lose faith in the path along the way. The Sorter would know this and find a way to do its work so that we cannot undo it.”
“For what end?” said Aaron. “How does shaking to death help anyone?”
“I don’t know. I really don’t. And maybe I’m wrong. We have asked the Sorter and it has been silent. And yet, you arrive here having developed the same technology as the locusts. It makes me wonder, did the Sorter send us to you? Could you unlock the secret? Like Joseph, you are fabrile and you are Atropan. Even if you don’t believe in it anymore, nothing you do is a mystery to the Sorter. What you have built inside that red queen cannot be a coincidence.”
“If so, then the Sorter knows I’ve lost my faith in it and I’m not interested in helping your cause.”
“It also knows you are motivated by love for Asandra. Does it matter what you believe?”
Aaron had been noticing his blood pressure rising and his face becoming hot. He didn’t know what to say about any of this. If anything, the grand theories of League Magistrate Betrys Myers only made him more determined to jump in a ship and escape to someplace where none of this mattered. Yet it after seeing what the locusts did to that animal, it was hard to resist the possibility that he might indeed figure out what the shuddering was all about. He removed the red queen from his pocket again and placed his thumb near the bottom of it, where the button that activate it was.
“I still want to go.” he said. “But I’ll think about it, and let you know.”
Myers clasped her hands together and pursed her lips.
“Very well.” she said. She opened a drawer and removed a small hand held device. “Can I at least take a sample of your DNA? Perhaps I can find something out about you that way? And then maybe I can convince you?”
Aaron nodded and held out a hand. “Let me do it.”
He took the device and placed it against his cheek. He pulled a little trigger and then gave it back to Myers. She plugged it into a computer console. She watched reports appears on the screen.
“Can I leave now?” said Aaron. “Let me know what you’ll find.”
The woman didn’t answer.
“Betrys, I still have my finger on the queen.”
Myers shook her head. Then she took a deep breath and and walked backwards away from the console. She turned and stared at Aaron, her mouth parted and her eyes wide.
“Your’re not fabrile.” she said.
“What?”
“Did you know that? You’re not fabrile at all.” Her hand blindly searched the drawer from which she had produced the DNA extractor. She came up with a weapon. “Who are you? Another trojan horse?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“If I see your finger move, I’ll kill you. Put the queen down.”
The stared each other down for a moment, and then the room shook. The screen from which Myers had shown him the locusts and Asandra’s dream came to life agains, this time with the image of the police Lieutenant.
“What was that?” said Myers.
“A tidal shock.” said the Lieutenant. “There may be more. You need to get to a safe zone.”
“A tidal shock? From where?”
“From the ridge portal. Something’s happening. We’ll figure it out, but get to a safe zone.”
Aaron thought about his options, but not for long. He wasn’t a person to let an opportunity slip by. He wasn’t sure exactly what kind of opportunity had just appeared, but it hardly mattered. He’d always figured out what to do before. He pressed the red queen. Myers collapsed in writhing pain.
“Magistrate!” shouted the Lieutenant.
With a croaking voice, Myers said, “Get down here!”
The man was distracted by something off screen. “Reports are saying there was an explosion at the ridge station on Pirayus. It’s coming back through the ridge towards us. There are multiple tidal shocks. We need to brace ourselves.”
“Lieutenant!”
The room shook again. Aaron made for the door. He found himself in the catacombs. All of the computer read outs on all the crypts were flashing gibberish. And alarm was sounding. It occurred to him that his device might be causing some sort of harm to these children. He shut it off. He looked back through the open doorway and saw Myers getting back to her feet.
“What does that mean?” he said.
“No.” she shook her head.
“What? Tell me!”
“You were too close. You’ve damaged the regulation systems.”
“What does that mean?”
“They’re waking up.”
Another shock wave hit them, this one far more powerful than the first two. All at once, the displays and lights on the crypts shut off. Then they turned on again and started to blink in sequence, as if rebooting. The tiles began to move.
“Oh shit no.” said Myers. “No, no, no.”
She ran past Aaron and shoved him with surprising force. She started to run through the catacombs.
“The only way out is through here.” she said.
The tiles moved outward into the hallway, like drawers opening. This made Myers pause. She turned back. Her eyes were filled with terror. Aaron had never expected such an unsure expression from this woman. It made him more fearful than he ever felt before. she came running back in his direction.
“We can barricade ourselves in the room.” she said.
Aaron grabbed her and held her against the doorway. She was strong, but he was stronger.
“What is happening?”
“It doesn’t matter to you.” she said, spitting in his face. “You’re a natch!”
Stream rose from the crypt drawers as they opened. The stream filled the catacombs and billowed down the hallway into the lab. Then shadows began to appear in the steam. The shadows resolved to stumbling human figures.
“The children are waking up.” Aaron said.
“Hundreds…” said Myers. “Thousands of shudder children. Please, now it’s my turn to beg a favor of you. This is the most highly contagious disease known to humanity. Aaron, let me go! You run through that hall and let me barricade…”
She couldn’t finish her sentence. Her mouth began to palsy. Her arms twitched. Aaron pulled her back into the lab, but the children were already coming through the door. By the time he could get Myers propped in a chair, there were already dozens of them. They all looked confused and were looking to him as if he could tell them something. Myers twisted her body. Her bottom half went one way and the top the other. Her teeth clicked and mouth yammered some babbling nonsense as her torso threw her body back and forth, ever more violently until Aaron heard a crack that signaled a convulsion so powerful it had snapped Myer’s back. Then her head began to thrash.
Aaron tried to hold it. This time, he wasn’t strong enough. He could hold her head, but her shoulder would twist. He couldn’t hold both still at once. He had never imagined that a body could move that way. Then he noticed her skin crawling like it had on the toskyr, as if full of worms all fighting to get out. Little bits of muscle on her face rippled in ways they were never meant to do. A final thrust of Myer’s neck broke it and she lay slumped in the chair, face turned up to the ceiling and dripping blood from her mouth. The locusts weren’t done with her yet, however. They were still ripping apart her body, rippling the muscles in her skin until the skin lesioned in long scars with meat spilling out.
Aaron let go of her and turned away. He found himself standing in the middle of a group of shudder children. It seemed that they were now his responsibility.

Saturday, January 14, 2017

Episode One : Chapter Seven

This is the seventh chapter of the serial novel Pirayus. For the previous chapter, see Chapter Six or start at the beginning with Chapter One. If you really want to skip to reading just this chapter, review The Story So Far for a quick update and come back.

Lisette’s father stood and handed her the tablet screen so that she could see the news feed. It showed a video of police vehicles hovering around a house in the middle of a lake, interspersed with still images of a man, a woman, and their teenaged daughter. A synthesized computer voice read out descriptions of the events that had transpired.
“... the father refused to allow his daughter to return to the Cold Storage facility, blocking her transfer by jumping aboard the transport ship himself. The police are holding his child, Asandra, aged seventeen, in quarantine in their home. There remain many details that have yet to be released to the public. It is unknown whether the daughter has started showing symptoms, whether she is a danger to herself or others, and when or if Cold Storage will return with another transport. This last question is perhaps the most perplexing mystery.”
Lisette shut off the sound and set the device on the side table.
“So you know this guy?” she said.
“Yes.” said her father. “He came to the children’s hospital as an infant. Someone had found him floating in a basket in one of the canals, the one near that church you’ve been going to, in fact. He was suffering from hypothermia, but was enduring it so well that I thought he must’ve been a fabrile baby. I almost transferred him to one of their hospitals right away. Before doing so, however, I sequenced his DNA. It wasn’t very often that a fabrile came into my care.”
“Dad, they would’ve crucified you if they’d found out.”
“Well I don’t see the harm. How would they even know? The thing is, Aaron isn’t fabrile.”
“You can know that?”
“Sure. They have certain genetic markers that are the result of the modeling process. This baby boy had none of those. He was a natch, through and through. Like you and me. But he had some amazing attributes. His strength, he neural structure, his immune system… they could all pass as fabrile.”
“How can that possibly be?”
The old man shrugged. “Why not? You know the old saying, if you let a monkey hit random keys on a keyboard for enough time, eventually he’ll write Hamlet? There are billions of natches in the galaxy. Eventually, there had to come along one who by nothing but pure chance was as a good as any fabrile. That’s when I hit on a thought. This child’s life would be much better if he lived among people who were like him in every way except that they were made that way on purpose. So I transferred him to the fabrile hospital and they placed him with a family.”
“Wouldn’t they look for those same genetic markers?”
“Of course not. He clearly looked fabrile in every way. They had no reason to look for evidence that I’d stumbled across a natch that was as good as they believe they are.”
“But dad…”
A loop of music started up from an indiscriminate place in the room. The man turned back to the sofa where he’d been sitting before and sat down once more.
“Sadly, his adoptive parents died in a ridge space accident some years later.”
“Dad? You said something about this man changing the galaxy.”
The music persisted, growing louder and louder.
“I did. I have to take a call, Settie. Just a moment.”
The fireplace that had been in front of couch dissolved and a paper thin sheet of transparent material appeared in its place, suspended at about the old man’s eye height. A moment later, the transparency gave way to the image of another man, this one sitting in an office.
“Senator.” said Lisette’s father.
“Auris.”  said the man. “Who is that with you?”
“Ah, this is my daughter. Just a moment, Sir.” He stood up and came over to Lisette, saying, “Could you give us some privacy.”
“Senator?”
“Yes, Senator Herrodis. Of Kepler Lyra Prime.”
“Dad?”
“Lisette, I am very sorry but I require privacy.”
He shooed her out of the room and slid shut the big door that separated the parlor from the foyer. As he did so, he shut out the room’s tremendous warmth as well. The door was made of dark wood and carved with figures from Meropene mythology. It was very heavy and Lisette could hear nothing of the conversation through it. The only sound was the constant ticking of the rain as it continued its never ending assault on Pirayus. Lisette ascended the stairs and lied down in her bed.
At first she considered herself tired, but not sleepy, and had the thought that maybe all she needed to do was rest her eyes. Within minutes, however, sleep overtook her.
#
She awoke to her father’s gentle shaking. Lisette lifted her head and looked around. It was still dark out, though the rain has paused and a sliver of orange sunlight was beginning to peek through the fog over the city’s red roofs. Her father placed his hand on her cheek he he had when she was little, though now it was rougher and shook with muscles that were growing more unsteady with each passing year.
“Did you sleep in your clothes?” he said.
“I must’ve been more tired than I thought. You’re done talking to the Senator.”
“Yes. I’m due to meet him in an hour.”
Lisette shot up. “You’re going to Kepler Lyra Prime?”
“No, no. He’s on his way here. He wants to see my work.”
“Your work?”
“Yes, I wasn’t expecting him for some time, but he seems to think there’s more urgency. He’s already entered ridge space. I have to go up to the Ithaca transit station to meet him. Then we’ll go to the hospital.”
“What are you working on that gets you a visit from an Atropan senator? Or is that a secret?”
“Settie, there’s never been any secrets between us.” said Auris. “But the good senator doesn’t need to know that.”
“But you’ve kept this work of yours a secret.” said Lisette.
Her father gave her an acknowledging smile. “Yeah, you’ve got me there. There were just something I wasn’t ready to talk about. Is now a good time?”
“As good as any.”
“I’ve been working on a cure to this plague that’s been running around the fabriles.”
“The shuddering? The same thing that girl in the news had. Asandra.”
Auris nodded.
“Aren’t there fabrile doctors working on that?” said Lisette.
“Not really. I mean, yes, but they’re only pretending to work on it really. The thing is, I think they’d rather let the plague go on getting worse rather than find out an uncomfortable truth. Mainly, that the very process of genetic engineering may be causing this plague in the first place. That’s where it takes a natch doctor such as myself.”
“They won’t like that much either.”
“In fact, it’s illegal. The senator, however, is a rational man. He just wants to end the suffering and if that means working with a stupid natch Meropene such as myself then so be it. He’s protected me from discovery and given me access to resources I wouldn’t otherwise be able to get my hands on. If this works, things will change.”
“They certainly will.”
Auris put a hand on his daughter’s shoulder.
“For all of us.” he said. “Lisette, I know there are people among us who’d like to solve our problems with violence. I’m sure you know some of these people.”
“I’m sure I do.” she said, rubbing her belly.
“There are better ways, Settie.”
“I suppose if anyone can find a better way, it’s you. Some people just grow impatient.”
“Well, Senator Herrodis will be here within the hour. That ought to say something.” He stood. “Please, Settie, let’s try to path of moderation first. If I can prove that the disease comes from fabrile reproduction and that a dirty natch can save all their lives…”
“Maybe.” He smiled. “Then you have my permission to kill them all.”
He walked to the door.
“Dad?” said Lisette. “And what about Aaron? How will he change things?”
“I’m not sure yet. All I can say is that when I sequenced his genes all those years ago, I found out that he was more than an equal for any fabrile. There was something else about it him, something more extraordinary. Soon enough we might find out if I’m right - and exactly how I’m right.”
He started down the stairs.
“Have fun with your friend.” Lisette called after him.
She changed into more comfortable clothes and slept again.
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Lisette dreamed that she woke up in her own bed, but to a great clamor of voices from outside and the smell of fire. She stood up and discovered that she was dressed in the sort of clothes she would’ve worn years ago, when she was barely out of her adolescence: a slate colored combat uniform on top of high laceless boots. Her hair was cut above her ears as it had been in those days. When she glanced in the mirror, she saw racoon rings painted around her eyes. The face beneath, however, still looked like its present age.
“Dad? Are you here?”
There was no answer. She rushed out of her room and stopped short. Their house stopped at the bottom of the stairs. It was now open to the streets, where she saw mobs running in the same direction, flares in hand. A young man in the crowd looked up at the stairs and saw her.
“Settie!” he said. “Settie, come on!”
“Luke?” she said.
“Settie, let’s go!”
She ran down to join him. Unlike her, he still looked like a kid, like the day she’d last seen him. Luke took her hand and gave it a little squeeze before leading her down the street. Lisette asked him what was going on.
“It’s the isolations again.” he said. “They’re closing us in.”
They turned into the square that abutted the canal and found it filled with angry people. A priest stood on the steps of the Meropene temple and shouted protests. Lisette and Luke pressed into the middle of the crowd. Luke wanted to pull her on, but Lisette had to stop. She grabbed her belly and fell to her knees.
“What is it?” said Luke. “Is the baby?”
“There baby’s gone.”
A look of panic entered the boy’s face. “What do you mean, gone? Lisette, what happened to him?”
He tried to lift her up by the shoulders. His mere touch eased the pain. She stood and pulled her hands away from her abdomen. She looked down and saw that she was pregnant again. Her lips quivered. There were too many feelings to know what to do. Should she be happy that Luke was back? That the baby was alive inside her again? Looking up at the crowd gathering as it had before, it was hard to hold onto any hope. Was she really getting a second chance, or just an opportunity to experience the worst day of her life all over again?
“Let’s go.” said Luke, and something about the way his eyes held hers made her feel better. “How can we raise a child in a world like this? We have to make it better.”
They arrived at the edge of the canal. A row of three-legged mech guards lined the other side. A human legionnaire stood at the bridge. Some people were trying to cross and he was warning them to stand back.
“I warned you.” he said, and pressed a control on his watch.
Two mechs fired shots from their bodies and destroyed the bridge, sending the people who were on it into the water. They tried to swim to the edge, but then the earth shook and the edges began to move. The canal widened and the speed with which its two sides retreated from each other accelerated. The narrow canal had become a channel.
“That’s why they built it this way.” said Lisette. “So they could separate us.”
She remembered the horror from the first time this happened, when she realized that the pleasant waterways she’d grown up with were actually meant to hold her in. The city was built on a collection of puzzle pieces that floated on a lagoon. When the Atropans sensed trouble, they could maroon the Meropene sectors in island ghettos.
“But why?” she said. “What have we done?”
Luke shook his head. “It’s what they think we will do. Their Sorter predicted a higher than normal probability of revolt. You see, it’s getting worse. We don’t even have to actually do anything anymore. The mere suspicion is enough.”
“They don’t see it that way.” said Lisette. “Their Sorter is often right.”
“Are actually defending them?”
“You were planning a riot, weren’t you?”
“It doesn’t matter.”
Someone called Luke’s name and ran up to the pair. The other man handed his friend a small canister, slapped him on the shoulder, and ran off. When Lisette asked what it was, Luke explained that it was an incendiary device.
“It’s no nuclear armory.” he said. “But it might take out a mech or two.” He pointed it across the gulf. “Or maybe even in a legionnaire, if I can aim it right.”
“You’ve never killed anyone before, Luke.”
“And I’m not now. I mean, what the hell do you think an Atropan is?  How different are they from their mechs? They manufacture themselves in factories.Their whole religion is based on becoming more and more like machines. So you can’t blame me for dismantling them like a machine that’s malfunctioning.”
Luke pressed a few buttons on the canister and lifted it up. A mech on the other side lifted off the ground and came flying over the water. The boy let his weapon go and it flew from its hands. The mech started spinning to avoid it and the little missile spun along with it. The two swung round and round each other in a corkscrew pattern until the explosive hit home and the pair exploded far above the crowd. People cowered as bits of shrapnel scattered everywhere. Luke cheered, not noticing that another mech had followed the first.
Lisette shouted, but no sound came from her mouth. The second mech swooped down and extended eight metal arms from its thorax and wrapped them around the boy as though he were a bug it was about to eat for lunch. Lisette was still screaming, but still not making any noise. Now every other sound was dropping out. There was no jeering crowd, no sounds of burning and explosions in the distance. The world around grew darker and the enthusiastic gestures of the throng about her slowed so that they looked instead like reeds billowing to and fro in the breeze.
As the flying mech took Luke away, the pain returned to Lisette’s stomach. She rubbed it and didn’t feel the bump anymore. The palms of her hands felt warm and slick. She examined them and found them covered in blood. She was consumed with an emptiness that she had never felt before, not even the first time. Then she felt a heavy hand on her shoulder.
She turned he had and saw her father. Lisette stood. It was night time now. The crowd was gone, except for dead bodies bleeding into the grooves between the paving stones. Auris placed his hand on his daughter’s cheek and then turned and walked away without a word. She followed him and, without knowing how she got there, found herself in an underground cavern. She felt the weight of glasses on her face and saw bright light around the edges. Her eyes hurt. She was seated next to her father, who was helping her drink from a cup of warm liquid.
“My eyes hurt.” she said.
“I know.” said Auris. “That’s what the shaded glasses are for. You were injured by the blasts.”
She took another sip of the liquid, which was unlike anything she’d had before, but was soothing and gave her the sense of added energy.
“What is this?”
“I don’t know what it’s called. They made it.”
Across from them stood a row of figures dressed in hooded robes.The hoods were so deep that Lisette couldn’t see their faces and the robes so long she couldn’t see any limbs either. They might as well have been dressed mannequins.
“Who are they?”
“I think you know. They’re Meropenes.”
We’re Meropenes.”
“The original Meropenes.” said the old man. “These are the creatures that we’ve been looking for, the race that built the lost city. The very foundation of all our beliefs, all our hopes for a future different than the one the Atropans have dreamed up for us.”
“I thought thought the ancients were all dead.”
“These are the last survivors. They’ve been in hiding all this time. Centuries ago, the galaxy was teaming with these creatures. At first, humans and Meropenes lived in an uneasy harmony. But humans turned on them and now this is what’s left.”
A chord of voices flowed from the small group. At first it was smooth, but then the different notes separated. A base line and a slow melody emerged. She had never heard music quite so calming. It was as though they were singing for her, just to reassure her that she was safe here.
“They’re singing!” she said.
“That’s how they communicate. Their language requires that they transfer every subtlety of meaning at once. The mere tone of voice isn’t enough.”
“What are they saying?”
“They want you to know that they are here to help you.”
“Can you tell them thank you?” said Lisette.
“They know.”  
The tone of their song changed. It took on a mournful timbre, mixed with a brighter shade that implied to Lisette a feeling of hope, however delicate.
“Really?” said Auris. “Yes, yes, let’s bring him.”
“What?” said his daughter. “Is it Luke?”
“No. I’m sorry. But it is good news, very good news. They’ve rescued your son.”
Lisette shook her head. “How can that be? My baby died.”
“No, he didn’t.”
“But I never even gave birth.”
“It doesn’t matter. These are the ancients, Lisette.”
She was afraid. There was no doubt this was good news. She had been given a second chance after all, even if she had to raise her child without its father. Even so, what would it mean to have a live baby now? She had once prepared herself to be a mother. When the child died, she grew used to the pain and it became a part of her. Though all of this had happened just moments before in the dream, her dream self still carried with it the weight of the years that had actually passed. Lisette felt older, more unsure about returning to that time in her life, no matter how happy it would’ve been had it gone right the first time around.
Lisette didn’t have time to consider. She heard an infant wailing and noticed a bassinet in front of her. She pulled back the blanket and revealed a red little face speckled by big tears. Whatever she had felt before didn’t matter. There was no past or future, only now. In this now, there was just one thing and that was her boy. She reached in and scooped him up, running her fingers through his modest patch of soft hair and bouncing him gently.
“It’s okay.” she cooed. “Shhh. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I’m here. Oh, my little one. Hey there. Hi!  It’s okay.”
She undid the buttons on her combat shirt and offered her breast to the infant. He suckled with a hearty appetite and though he was draining milk from her, Lisette felt fuller and fuller with every sip. This was the opposite of what she’d felt in the square, an utter reversal of the aching, empty pit that had grown so wide that it seemed as though it were larger than her, consuming her entire body rather than merely sitting in her stomach. Now she could hardly remember what that had felt like. This was more than a feeling of completeness, it was a feeling of being just one part of a more significant being that was itself only complete with the two of them together.
“That’s better.” she said. “Now everything will be fine.”
The robed figures were still there, standing just off to the side. Their voices departed from their perfect harmony and took on a more jumbled collection of tunes. Some sounded confused, some sad, and some even a little angry. Lisette immediately felt unsettled.
“What’s wrong?” she said.
Auris waved a hand. “They wonder why you say it’s going to be fine.”
“What does that mean?”
“Lisette, these creatures know only suffering. This is a universe where their friends betrayed them and everything they knew has been destroyed. Now they see how the Atropans treat us and wonder how you can feel so hopeful about raising a child in such an environment.”
“They have to understand something. They rescued my baby.”
“They understand how it feels to you. They don’t understand why.”
“It doesn’t matter.” she said. “For me, the how is the why.”
She looked up at the robes and the dark spaces beneath the hoods. She smiled. They returned with a soft, brassy tone that must have been the equivalent of “you’re welcome.” She bounced the child and glanced at her father. He smiled at her, but then the smile faded. The music from the ancients changed as well. Now they were more cacophonous than ever before. Lisette looked down and her face felt cold. The baby was no longer eating, it was still. He hadn’t fallen asleep. Rather, his eyes were open and unblinking. An arm that had been sticking out was still there, handing like the arm of a doll.
“No.” said Lisette. She started to breathe deep but unsteady breaths. “No, please…”
Again, her father touched her shoulder. “My child, it’s okay. Take this.”
She looked and saw that he was offered her a giant screw with big ears at one end, like the butterfly key that went went to the mechanical music box that he had once made for her.
“I don’t understand.” she said.
“You just have to wind him up.”
“Dad?”
“I think you’re well enough now to go without these…”
With his empty hand, he reached for her face and removed the glasses. Lisette squinted, expecting to feel the pain of piercing light. She felt fine, however. She looked her baby again. It was clear now that he wasn’t human. Without the lenses obscuring her vision, she could see the porcelain sheen of the face and seams that marked the different parts of the baby’s hand. She set it back in the bassinette and walked away.
“You tricked me.” she said. “That’s a horrible trick!”
“It’s no trick.” said Auris.
He walked up to the bassinette and reached in with the clock key. He turned it a few times and the plaintiff cries resumed.
“Make it stop!” said Lisette. “Stop that! Turn it off!”
“You don’t just turn living things off.”
“It’s not alive… Daddy, what are you trying to do?”
“Just look at him.” he said, taking her hand and guiding her back to the baby. “This is still your son. What does it matter if something is human or animal and or an ancient or a machine? We’re all just parts put together by some process, spinning away according to the laws of physics. What matters is that this child feels pain. He wants his mother. He doesn’t understand why you would abandon him.”
“My father would never say something like that.”
She pressed her palms against her face, as if this could hold back the tears.
“Are you sure?” said Auris. “Luke believed the Atropans were nothing but machines made of flesh, but you disagree. Is it so hard to believe this is a living thing made of machined parts? He doesn’t know what he is. He only knows that you’re his mother.”
The hooded ancients were singing a pleading song. It seems that even they had come around to believing it was best to comfort the child, no matter what dangers or doubts may lay outside that cavern. Their voices rose and rose, increasing in volume and enveloping Lisette. Her heart changed. Her father was right. She scooped up her son again and looked once more into his face and his eyes. No matter where he had come from, he looked at her as though she was the only one who could soothe him. There was only love, nothing else.
She held him. The song grew warm again.
Then the baby began to shake.
“What’s happening now?”
“Oh god.” said Auris.
“Daddy! What is going on?”
“It’s the plague of fabricated things. It’s the shuddering.”
“No.” said Lisette.
The baby vibrated in her arms. His teeth clattered together and his little hands wrapped around her fingers, as though this could steady his uncontrollable shaking.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” said his mother. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I should’ve never put you down. Is this my fault? Did I do this?”
There was no answer, either from her father or from the ancients.
“Baby, I’m sorry.” She sucked in snot that was flowing from her hose, but couldn’t hold back the burning water in her eyes. “I didn’t know. Honey, it doesn’t matter what you are. I love you because you’re my son. It doesn’t matter to me, okay? I will always love you, no matter what are or what you were or what you become. Just please stop shaking.”
The shaking didn’t cease. It became ever more violent.
“Can anyone make it stop?”
He started to feel warm in her embrace, then hot. The vibrations had become so aggressivet that it hurt her to hold him, but she held tight anyway. There was no way she was going to let him go.
“Please?” said Lisette. “Please?”
She looked around, but there was no one there. Her father was gone. The robed figures were gone. She was as alone as she’d ever been. Cracks began to appear in the infant’s face. The pieces rattled against each other and made more cracks, breaking the child into smaller and smaller pieces. Lisette cried out, but there were no more words. Unlike the before, when the sound had mercifully dropped out, the cavern echoed with the deafening sounds of her screams.
Her son’s shuddering only stopped when he had pulverized himself into dust that fell through her arms. She lifted her hand and saw the remaining ashes that stuck to her fingertips. She opened her mouth and hollered as though she could expel her whole body though that vacuum and turn herself inside out.  
#
When Lisette awoke, it was full morning. She was covered in sweat and hesitant to embrace the reality of all that was around her. The sights and sounds were muted compared to the dream, which should have been a release. However, there was a part of her that resisted embracing something that might turn out to be another trap. Then a sense of calm returned to her.
She dressed and went to the kitchen, which was a small room with a big window that looked out into the plaza that she could see below her bedroom window. She brewed herself a pot of coffee and opened the top of a bright red steel box by the sink. Inside there was a half-eaten pie in a glass dish. She scooped a slice onto a plate and closed the box once more. Pink fruits with glistening, gummy peels spilled out around the edges of the crust.
She took her breakfast through a door and sat at a small round table on the terrace. It was a nice morning. Though the dim sunlight and the dampness never quite allowed her city to be warm, there was at least no rain now and she could enjoy a bit of morning light. There were other out as well, taking full advantage of the hour. There was one such person who cut a figure that she recognized. He looked taller in the morning than he has the previous night, though dressed in the same straight coat and skill cap.
“Good morning.” said Lisette.
“May I sit?”
She nodded and he took the chair opposite her at the little table.
“I’m not sure I want to go through with this.” she said.
“And after I just convinced them they should take you on?”
“Well, maybe if they have their doubts I shouldn’t get involved again.”
The man cross his arms. “Whatever doubts they may have, they know that you have the ability to amplify their reach by a thousand. I know you’re a revolutionary, Lisette. I know that never died.”
“A fusion bomb isn’t for children. I don’t want to be a part of indiscriminate killing.”
“I get it.” he said. “Of course. Then here’s something you’ll be interested in knowing. We’re planning a strike today, a precise strike.”
“I’m listening.” said Lisette.
“Our sources have confirmed that Senator Herrodis from Kepler Lyra Prime is in ridge space on his way to Pirayus. As a powerful political figure on an Atropan planet that has a bad human right history when it comes to Meropenes, he is a very high value target.”
Lisette bit down the fear for her father. She needed to avoid telegraphing her emotions.
“I thought he was a moderate.” She said. “A reformer.”
“Do you really believe that? His top adviser is High Vates Martin Thomas, the number one advocate of Meropene genocide in the League. How does a man like that get appointed unless his boss has at least some sympathies with his views.” The thin man leaned forward. “Besides, the chances are very high that Martin Thomas is with him. Senators always travel with their entourage and Thomas is is closest advisor.”
“So you have an assination in mind? You’re going to attack his ship?”
“We can’t exactly insert a bomb into ridge space, can we?”
“On board the transit station?”
The thin man nodded. “They’re planting a bomb on Ithaca Station as we speak. Nothing like what you can make, but good enough.”
“No.” said Lisette. “Are you kidding me? A bomb on a transit station is your idea of a precise attack?”
“There will always be collateral damage. The Atropans attack entire cities.”
“Should we judge ourselves by their standards?”
She stood up, her food barely eaten.
“Where are you going?”
“I’ll find a different resistance cell to be a part of you. I don’t want to work with you.”
She went back inside and watched the window for the thin man to leave. Then she locked up the house and made her way to Ithaca Transit Station.